My name is Kate and I am 19 years old. I believe that people lack positivity and I hope to bring that to them. I hope to one day make a change in the lives of others like so many have changed mine.
The thing about the relationship I’m anxious. I love him more and more every single day. I love the way he smiles, the way he makes me feel. I love his sense of humour. I even love his scary, fast driving. I love his laugh, I love how he holds me. I love the person he makes me want to be. I want to be better because of him. Because of him I understand the flaws I’ve been living with that have been, unknowingly, destroying me and I want to make them better. I want to be better so I can live my life with him. He brings me out of my comfort zone, but keeps me in it at the same time. He’s helping me grow.
I haven’t been in a lot of relationships, but I’ve had a lot of “almost” relationship that have left as heartbroken as my actual relationships. The thing is that I let them get to me so much that I keep over thinking everything. I get scared of us breaking up, I get scared of falling out of love with him, I get scared that my love isn’t actually genuine. Then I realize that it is.
There is no other way to describe the way I feel for him other than totally and completely in love. It’s not like it is in the movies, at least I don’t think it is. He’s my best friend and I can tell him absolutely anything and everything. I break the rules for him and don’t even think twice about it. I can be 100 per cent myself with him and I’ve never felt more comfortable. No one believes in me like he does. No other boyfriend has accepted me like he has. I am the luckiest girl in the world to have him.